Sunday, August 31, 2008

welcome

White walls.White floor.
White door.White People.
A building filled with white.
Has a white room.

No Sunshine shone throught the shiny windows.
No sound of happiness could be heard.
No rumbles of laughter.
No Sight of a smile.

Just a monotone of a beep.
Weak,faint.but there.
Feeble and unstable.
There.

Annoying beep.
Inconsistent.
Irritable.
There.

The beep;a welcoming sound.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Random

Haven't posted for a long time.
so yea.
It's been so long I tought I should do so.
Rite now.While I'm sitting here on the cold hard floor of the waiting room for ICU.yes. we've moved again.first ICU THEN SICU.and now ICU lagi. seriously.can't the doctors make their mind up where my grandma is supposed to be situated???

*SIGH*

now I'm sitting here. on the floor.Typing.On a computer.A laptop.Dell.My mom's.

Qeeme's in the corner sleeping.with a bottle in his mouth.

Hazeeq's reading his istory book.Sighing.Studying.sorrow-filled.Now playin My cube.

wait.He's playing my CUBE.MY CUBE! HAZEEQ!! LET GO ! No no No You're destroying it.No No all my hard work.

GONE.Down The Drain.

all because of fat stubby fingers.Stubby. like Lydia.fingers like green lady fingers, that pey yi once brouht to school.

Fat stubby fingers.turning.Turning.The cube.Around making clours clash together mixing them.Yellow sun.Orange tangerine.White Paper.Blue water.Red apple.

Apple.

AND an apricot.

Different yet the same.

both are fruits.Both red.tasteful.

Always.but different.RED.but different.
yes. Can Not be mixed. they'd taste AWFUL.together.

Repulsive.

Unattratcive.

Disgusting.

Better separated.

Good.

Better.
.

Friday, August 15, 2008

question

“What do you do when you’re standing on a precipice with nowhere to go but down? If I fall, if I surrender myself to the rain, the chill, the night… who will catch me?”

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Khenmes.

Faith is nonsensical by nature, and foolhardy.
Faith is a belief that does not rest on logical proof, and until one understand that such is possible, one will never be able to move forward.
But faith in a friend, is not ridiculous.

A fallen god of death


The pale skin gleamed softly in the dying candle light, seeming almost like the pale, soft light of the moon. Slight but powerful muscles showed faintly on the strong chest, and the skin was firm and almost silken. A mop of tousled brown hair hung over the closed eyes, still heavy with the sweat of earlier exertions. Long, thick black lashes swept strong cheekbones, making the slightly stern and angled face seem softer, and hiding what was usually clear, sapphire blue eyes beneath them.

This was the death in the scene, as the young man looked like some fallen God of death, but one that embraced the light.

Though such simple words does not do the scene justice.

how to love

To love is to embrace life.

To love fully is to embrace both death and life.

To love someone is to accept their whole.

To accept their faults, their strengths and their quirks.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Sodium nitrate + Sulphuric acid => Sodium sulphate + Water + ammonia.

Sodium nitrate + Sulphuric acid => Sodium sulphate + Water + ammonia. anybody who knoiws how to balance this equation will so totally be my hero/heroine.

speaking of hero/heroine theres a song like that from Boys like girls really nice. ahhahaha but not so hot video. (coz its medium rare.)

Anyways I just got back from Ugama. peeps let me tell you one thing.My head felt like it was in fire. seriously.I'm not joking.It was intense in my mind.my eyes felt like it was corroding with hydrochloric acid or something.

Thus me memorising lots of doas and kifiyats with a head(literally) on fire is not a good combo.I ended up singing tunes from the new disney channel movie "camp rock"

*spoilers(anyone who wants me to spoil this so awesome movie use that mouse thingy and block the whole empty space underneath this )

anyways where was I? oh yea. camp rock.WELL what can I say It ROCKS.
CAMP ROCK ROCKS.

MWAHAHAHAHA yes people It literally is that awesome.It's way better than HSM. cause the storyline was kinda well REAL and not Cliche..
AND The songs are real nice.


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Seriously NICE. even Pey Yi THOUGHT SO!! Hahahah Long Live Romantic Fanatics. hahaha
Yes yes yes. It was NICE!!! I Liked it.Pey Yi liked it.Janice liked it and ohh yea even a guy who shall remain unnamed liked it.

See how CAMP ROCK ROCKS? YES YES IT DOES ROCK (LAUGH ALL YOU WANT CAROL.(*sigh*I'm lame))

Welll.. ahahah I've g2g and watch a DVD (camp rock) which a classmate of mine borrowed to me.
hahahha now I'm obsessed woth camp rock. Man I do jump around and obsess over things alot don't I? why? hmm and oh yea. Blood sucking vampires are ATTRACTIVE AND AGILE AND HAS INHUMAN STRENGTH (Le duhh. that's why they're not humans!) .That's how they get their prey.
and it especially helps if the vampire's name is EDWARD CULLEN (shirley swoon. :P)
who pratcically has his own HUGE WORLDWIDE FAN CLUB. hahahah bh now I really got to go and sink my teeth into camp rock,(though it'll break my teeth)(caroline you're lameness is really affecting me).
Till next time I decide to blog. Chowsinski.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

A smile is a curve that can, Straighten out a lot of things.

"Why? WHY? WHY?!"

Ms Ani went on parade withe the "whys" today. She said by repeating the word signals the evergrowing anger or frustration.why ? why...? then she blabbered about something about the poem But I zoned out.

I don't know why. Ms Ani but I zoned out.

My imagination went overdrive (questions and answers popped into my brain) :

Why is he repeating "wherefore"?
Coz he ran out of other fancy words to stun the world with.

Why do you talk w/o thinking?
Coz all of my Brain Cells are denatured.

Why are you grinning?
Coz my sanity is still missing

Why aren't you thinking?
Like I said MY BRAIN CELLS ARE DEAD.

Why was he rebellious?
Coz he wanted to be an emo.but back then they didn't have spikes and mascara for guys.

Why are you snickering?
Coz I can make that sound seem more sinister.

Why are you all smiling?
Coz we want you to run out of our classroom like a madwoman.

Why are you all groaning?
Coz we can see a pole jutting out of your butt.

and many more. indecent.remarks. hahahhahah

Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?

You laugh because im diffrent i laugh because you're all the same

To the world your just one person but to one person you could mean the world

Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happend

everyones entitled to be stupid but you are abusing the priviledge

Did the sun just come out or did you just smile at me?

There's a light at the end of every tunnel, just pray it's not a train.

You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye.

Love is ... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul.

831-8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I love you


Lust Is When You Love What You See. Love Is When You Lust For What's Inside



I Wish You Enough.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.

I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

-Quote FROM SOMEONE OUT THERE...

Saturday, August 2, 2008

What I've learned

I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.

I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated
and loved.

I've learned...that GOD didn't do it all in one day.What makes me think I can?

I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...that the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.

I've learned...its important to Show how much you care.

I've learned