hmm..something disturbing.

On 26-07 I shocked Janice.
It was during chemistry and I glanced around the lab.

dun dun dun.

Surprise Surprise!(not)
I saw ogre all alone.

As you see lots of people were like moving around.and like usual every hopped(practically ran) away from ogre.

and like usual nobody took notice of her sad face.
Nobody took notice how crestfallen her face looked like.
how defeated she looked like.
and the most surprising thing happened.

I FELT SAD FOR HER.

yes,people.I FELT SORRY FOR HER.
HER.
HER.
HER.
The person who shoved me head down to the cement,just so she could slide down the new slide.
The person who patronised and tortured me just because I was shorter and younger.
The person who SHOWS OFF the fact that her mother uses her as a punching bag.
The person who rubs salt on my wound of not being what I'm supposed to be.
The person who annoys me to the point of me LASHING OUT EVERYDAY.
The person who disrupts my concentration with her STUPID questions.
The person who FLAUNTS my FLAWS for me to see everyday.
The person who steals my answers and use them as her own.
The person who makes me grit my teeth in agitation.
The person who RUBS my mistakes in MY face.
The person who I want to punch daily.

Gosh I'm confused.

In a single moment all the resentment and annoyance just vanished.
All my pent up frustration 'poof'-ed.Disappeared.

For a moment,my grin disappeared and I felt Truly sorry for ogre.

I really did.
I actually wanted to SIT NEXT to OGRE and maybe pat her shoulder.
I wanted her to at least have someone to at least glance for help.
I wanted to show her she didn't have to be alone.
I wanted her to know I didn't fully hate her.
I wanted to apologize for hating her.

I really did.