I got analysed!!!

There's one thing those who know me so well should know.there are moments that I actually become sane.There are moments when I become serious.and there are moments where I can be unfeeling and Vice Versa.

For a while now I haven't experienced any REAL moments when I Break down and become sensible.Until Last night.at approximately around 10.I was on9 and suddenly HE went on9 and started ch8ing with me.And then after a while of ch8ing nonsensical things.HE ANALYZED ME.

Just like that.HE ANALYZED ME. HE told me why I am the way I am and how it came to be.
HE who had no experience in ANY LITERATURE analyzed me just like that.HE who did NOT take english literature or even melayu sastera ANALYSED me. me the unreadable queer girl.
AND AMAZINGLY HE WAS RIGHT.

IN EVERY PROSPECT OF MY PERSONALITY.

I was so shocked and taken aback. How could HE read me like a book when HE doesn't even like reading books. How can he who does NOT know me as well as others know me BETTER?Is that possible.And even WORSE was he figured out why I am so currently obsessed about ROMANCE.Like Maddie and Nick. He said I was OBSESSED more than usual because I was in a way hoping there was a happy ending to those who wait.

THAT.HIT.A.NERVE.

He continued telling me I was actually unconcsiously an optimist.Hoping that in some way Life isn't so cruel.So in away I was a hypocrite.I who am sarcastic,annoying,irritable,clumsy and never serious was claimed to be a hypocrite.a HYPOCRITE.

I wanted to BLOCK him now and then, when he told me I was like that because I was SCARED.

Well ofcourse my well known short fused temper fared up like a bonfire.I argued with him but he kept pointing out stuff about myself that I didn't know myself.
And thus I just Shutted up.(one thing that Pey Yi would be shocked about)
All by myself.I started to accept who I was.atleast a little bit.(but thats better than nothing)

He made a point so clear last night that I went and broke down.How could someone know me so well,so better than I know about myself?
How could HE see me so clearly and unmask what I knew and didn't know was masked?

How the hell did HE do that???